Atlas wouldn’t have let me show my face on the Internet. I just realized this- I will probably do a few videos at some point. There is no way in hell Atlas would have supported that. No matter if I wanted to paint my face and dress totally non-slutty. Or even like a dude. He never took pictures of me, and I never took pictures of him. We rarely took pictures of the kids. Photographs of the people we were around all the time just wasn’t a thing for us.

When you have a memory of someone you love, you remember the feeling of being around them, their aura, more than anything. When you have a picture of them, everything about their appearance that they…